Apartment? or a scholarship... which... is which?!?!

So... we all I'm not the most active blogger. I mean really just look at my page. So it might seem a little crazy (well.... I mean I did escape from an insane asylum... so not all that crazy) that
first thing I chose to post about after so long is an apartment. NOW if you look at it. You'll completely understand. LINK . Check it out. So my favorite thing about it (and its hard to find apartments that let you do this) is they let you keep pets! I know right?!?!?! I could take my *leans over and covers my dogs ears* furbabies! Now... don't tell Sugar I called her a baby. She might take offense. Silly dog is a little sensitive like that. *slowly removes my hands from her ears* Anyway... so other than that its a corner apartment! :) WITH A DECK! AND at most costs $560! Not so bad. At least not in my way of thinking. Plus its in Charlotte! Right outside of where Johnson and Wales is! :) So then all I'd need is a car and I'd be set. I might even be able to afford it with my work study money... Its something to think about. But something that majorly wins me over... It comes with a laundry room. No more saving quarters for laundry mats if I get this place. Not that I'm dropping hints or anything (MOM!!!!!!) :) but it would be nice.

Alrighty.

So.

I know. What a crazy word isn't it?
Anyway. So as we all know Christmas is coming. And with it the frustration of what to do for all my loved ones. I mean... Mom, Dad, Drew, Grandma, Grandpa, friends from school, etc. I mean really? I have no money. It's kinda hard to do anything let alone buy Christmas gifts. Anyone got any ideas or willing to hire me for a little extra money for Christmas?

So...

I don't really post on here often. As you may have realized. Its because i honestly feel like no one reads it. So why post. You know?

Anyway so its getting to Christmas time. And I keep finding that the closer it gets to that special day everyone waits for i am more and more dreading what comes with it. My 17th birthday. I know i know. Cheesy as it may sound... I'm kinda scared of growing up. I mean... getting a job... an apartment... college... well... its all kinda frightening. Don't get me wrong... It's exciting. But oh so frightening.

So here is the countdown... 10 days. 3 hours. and 4 minutes.

Alright. Here's the thing. So... I've noticed recently that things have been going pretty high speed. I never believed anyone when they told me that I'd miss those days. You know the ones, kindergarten and all those silly little play dates.

And i realized... I miss those days (cheesy as it may be) when drama was over someone stealing the red crayon or not giving you a turn on the swing.

I miss the little fights where within two second you would forget what was wrong and move on. When you knew your friends would be there tomorrow and it was okay if you got sick... All it was was a playdate with mom. I mean... what kid wouldn't enjoy running around town in your pjs hugging your favorite stuffie?

Anyway so here it comes. Family night. Goodnight.

So it is the month of March.

What's happened so far this month: I got my braces off. Started getting my teeth whitened. and soon i might be getting my new phone.

Oh and for those of you that don't know Sis. Greenfield is doing a drawing for a free photo shoot. I'm so excited. There has got to be like 70 different people entered in it. So i probably won't win but it'd be amazing if i could. I know it said it was for a family but i'd love to have some pictures of my group of really close friends and i to hang in my new room. :)

We'll see who wins though. On one hand i hope its me on the other i hope its Bekah. She deserves to get some good pix before she leaves.

Getting ready :)

so i'm getting ready for the dance. i am wearing fake nails and i have to say i have a new appreciation for the girls who wear them like there is nothing to em. it gets difficult sometimes.

Anywayz. So Penguin and i spent the night together last night. and then this morning we came back to my house and finished working on Manda's b-day cake. (I'll post picks later)

Then we went to the mall. bUT NOW SADLY I MUST SIGN OFF. Goodbye my dear children!

Personal Progress with God

So after much consideration today i decided to create a new blog especially for my journaling about my Personal Progress. So. Check it out. There might be something for or about you there. http://www.personalprogresswithgod.blogspot.com/ its all there. and once i figure out which virtue it is i have to work on next it'll all be posted there.


So anyway i was looking through some of my friends old blogs and once again decided to steal an idea :) Thx Zelos and Twin! Here are some of my favorite quotes:

"It is better to have lived and loved than to have never loved at all"

"She asked 'am i pretty?' he said no.
She asked 'do you like me?' he said no.
She asked 'do you want me?' he said no.
She walked away with tears in her eyes.
He grabs her by the arm and says,
'you aren't pretty you are beautiful.
I don't like you i love you.
I don't want you. I NEED you.'"

"If i had to chose between loving you and breathing i'd use my last breath to tell you i love you."

Anyway. Sry it took so long to update. I seriously have had this one typed out for forever i just forgot to post it.

I give in.

So i have decided to follow what seems to be the trend(and pass off a Personal Progress thingie) and blog about a friend.

MY PARTNER IN CRIME!!! Dun Dun Dun!

She is an amazing friend. We don't necessarily hang out as much as i like, but when we do it gets crazy. You'd usually see us running around the church going crazy. :) and during seminary when you walk through the doors to our class we are usually the first to greet you with screams of good morning. And most of all. She is like a sister to me. She can't help but smile. Even when she is crying you make one stupid silly face at her and it cracks her up :) She can always see the good side of things.
And if she's worried about you she'll check just to make sure you're okay. (Even if the only thing to lead her to believe something was wrong was that you fell asleep or you just didn't have a giant smile on your face)
She's always there with a hug. ALWAYS.
I haven't known her more than two or three years. But she still amazes me when she is as hyper as i am yet can still always be completely centered on God. She does her best to follow in his footsteps.

This isn't nearly as long i was expecting. But well there is always tomorrow.