So...

I don't really post on here often. As you may have realized. Its because i honestly feel like no one reads it. So why post. You know?

Anyway so its getting to Christmas time. And I keep finding that the closer it gets to that special day everyone waits for i am more and more dreading what comes with it. My 17th birthday. I know i know. Cheesy as it may sound... I'm kinda scared of growing up. I mean... getting a job... an apartment... college... well... its all kinda frightening. Don't get me wrong... It's exciting. But oh so frightening.

So here is the countdown... 10 days. 3 hours. and 4 minutes.

Alright. Here's the thing. So... I've noticed recently that things have been going pretty high speed. I never believed anyone when they told me that I'd miss those days. You know the ones, kindergarten and all those silly little play dates.

And i realized... I miss those days (cheesy as it may be) when drama was over someone stealing the red crayon or not giving you a turn on the swing.

I miss the little fights where within two second you would forget what was wrong and move on. When you knew your friends would be there tomorrow and it was okay if you got sick... All it was was a playdate with mom. I mean... what kid wouldn't enjoy running around town in your pjs hugging your favorite stuffie?

Anyway so here it comes. Family night. Goodnight.